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Reply 1994 Nareki Fanfic – Confession
January 11, 2014, 10:02 pm
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First fanfic written in over 3 years? Or something like that. It reminds me of my first fanfic, so I guess I just have some kind of writing style? lol. I don’t write much, and this idea just popped into my head a little while ago so yeah… I don’t really have a timeline for this but I guess it’s just after Najung’s snow confession.

EDIT: Just randomly noticed that this fic somehow made its way to the Reply 1994 DC gallery o.o 진짜 신기하다. 이게 어떻게 거기까지 갔대ㅋㅋㅋ 완전 신기ㅋ 이 블로그 자주 쓰지않아서 방금 봤는데 ㅇ_ㅇ

그래도 고맙다. 완전 똥손인데도 좋아해주는 사람들이 몇명 있으니 좀 신난다ㅋㅋㅋ

아! 그리고 갤에서 뭐 어떻게 하는건지 몰라서 거기에 리플을 못 쓴다.. 근데 질문 본거 여기서 답 할게 (볼지 도 모르는데 그냥 답장 한다) — 드라마 다 보고 나서 썼다. 갑자기 아이디어가 떠올려서.

그리고 내가 한국어 실력이 그냥 그래서 번역 할까말까 고민 하다가… 테스트로 머리에서 좀 번역 해봤는데.. 역시.. 좀 어색하다. 그래서 내가 번역 해주는거 기대 안 하는게 좋을거야ㅠㅠ

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It was one of those nights when everyone was free, so they had all gathered at the boarding house to drink and catch up. As the clock ticked by, their voices grew louder, and the alcohol started to run out.

He glanced over and noticed that she was getting to that biting stage of drunkenness, and so he decided to call it a night and take her to her room before anyone got hurt. He picked her up and started heading downstairs.

Once he got to her room, he dropped her onto her bed. He stood back up with beads of sweat forming on his face. The whole way down, she had been resisting and squirming around in his arms. He almost lost an eye to her bite attacks, though thankfully, he was able to move his head away in time.

He tucked her in and turned around to leave. She slurred out to him saying that she can’t fall asleep while grabbing onto him. She yelled out his name before pulling on his arm, causing him to fall down on top of her. She smiled at him while telling him to stroke her hair until she could fall asleep.

He started yelling at her, but started trailing off as soon as he realized how close his own face was to hers. He pulled back a bit and looked at her. She was staring at him with those eyes of hers and he realized that he was going to cave. With a sigh, he crawled into bed with her and pulled her close. She snuggled closer into his chest and he started stroking her hair.

After a long while had passed, he looked down at her face. She looked peaceful. Making sure she was asleep, he pressed his lips to her forehead and kept them there for just a moment. He sighed and then started to speak…

“Jung-ah.. Najung-ah…”

Was it the alcohol in his body? He didn’t know what came over him, but once those words had left his mouth, everything that he had been holding back started to flow out.

“You stopped me from answering when you confessed to me the other day. If only you had just let me talk… You kept avoiding me, and I didn’t want to make you even more uncomfortable, so I just kept my distance until you were ready to listen to me. If only you had let me talk… I would have said –“

He paused for a moment. His lips started to quiver and tears started forming in his eyes.

“I would have said … Jung-ah. I… I have feelings for you too. Not as a little sister that I have to protect, but as a woman. I don’t know when exactly these feelings came to me, but they’ve been there for a while now.”

The tears started to flow and they wouldn’t stop. But he had to get all of this off his chest. With tears flowing and voice quivering, he continued to speak.

“Jung-ah. When you’re around, my eyes are drawn to you. When other guys are trying to get your attention, I want to run over and hold you and tell all those guys to stop bothering you. When you’re crying and in pain, I want to drop everything I’m doing and go to you, and pull you into my arms and shield you from whatever is hurting you. When I’m away from you, I miss you like crazy. When I’m around, I want to tell you every day how beautiful you are, how kind you are…. how much you make my heart race.”

He stopped for a moment to catch his breath. He lifted up his arm to wipe his tears on his sleeve. And after a long pause…

“I… love you.” he whispered.

He finally stopped himself from saying anything more. He closed his eyes tightly and just pulled her even closer to him. And after some time passed, he fell asleep holding her in his arms.

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She was feeling embarrassed. She had been trying to avoid him for a few days after she confessed her feelings to him, but she couldn’t think of a good enough reason to get herself out of this one. She tried to pretend that she was really tired and wanted to go to sleep early, but Haitai had grabbed her and pushed her up the stairs saying that she had to be there for the group to be complete.

She looked over at him having a good time and having one of those playful arguments with Samcheonpo. It looked like he didn’t have a care in the world, while she felt like all she wanted to do was run away. So she picked up a can of beer and started drinking away her feelings.

She had no idea how much time had passed, but she started feeling dizzy. She looked down at the floor around her where there were a bunch of cans and bottles; too many to count. She felt someone staring at her so she looked up and their eyes met. Without even knowing what was going on, she started winking at him. Within a few moments she felt someone pick her up. She was just getting started! Why is he taking her away! She struggled to get herself out of his arms, but he was holding her too tightly.

All of a sudden she landed on her bed. He kept telling her to sleep, but she wasn’t sleepy at all. When she tried getting up he kept her there. Since she was being forced to go to sleep, she started yelling out at him to help her fall asleep then. She knew he wouldn’t be able to resist her requests for too long. If sober, she would have just told him to leave so she could go to sleep, but tonight she used the alcohol as an excuse to be near him.

Once he got into bed beside her, the warmth and scent of her Oppa surrounded her. His arms pulled her close and she moved to get closer to him. She felt safe in his arms. Her Oppa’s arms. She suddenly felt very aware of him there next to her. She placed her head at his chest and listened to his heartbeat, slowly closing her eyes as he started patting her hair. She never wanted to leave his arms…

Maybe it was because she was too aware of his presence, but she couldn’t fall asleep. She didn’t want him to leave, so she just kept her eyes closed and pretended she was asleep. All of a sudden she felt his lips on her forehead. Oppa’s lips… Once they left her forehead, she felt coldness there. She then heard him call her name…

She felt a rush of emotions listening to him. And what he said next made her feel like all the air had escaped her lungs…

“I… love you.”

Her heart started racing. She didn’t know how to react or what to do. Does she continue to pretend she was sleeping? Does she confront him about what he just said? Her head was spinning and she didn’t know how to make it stop.

She finally decided to open her eyes. She looked up and realized that he had fallen asleep. She grabbed onto his shirt and held on for dear life. What if it was all just a dream? What if she imagined it all in her drunken state? What if she wakes up the next morning and he’s back to his usual self? She felt like she was going crazy with emotions and needed to let it out. Why didn’t he just say all of this before? She only stopped him from saying anything after her confession because she didn’t want a rejection from him. If he was going to accept her feelings, then why didn’t he just say something to her? Anything!  

She didn’t know what came over her, but tears started falling uncontrollably and she started to feel angry. She started hitting his chest. Over and over.

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He felt something hit him. Again. And again. He finally opened his eyes and looked down at what was happening. Then it dawned on him. She heard him. She heard everything. She wasn’t sleeping. She … heard him say he loved her…

She was yelling at him and crying because of him. He was frozen. He didn’t know what to do. She heard him. Now he can’t take it back. He can’t take anything back. His heart was hurting because of her and he didn’t know what to do.

He took a moment and then pulled the both of them up. He grabbed the arms that were hitting him and tried to get her to calm down. He held her face in his hands, and this time he looked straight into her eyes. He made his decision. There was no going back now.

“Sung Najung. I love you. And I’ve been in love with you for a while now. Oppa is so sorry… Sorry for making your heart hurt like this. But there were just so many things going around in my head and so many things to consider before I could jump into this. I thought… maybe it’s just a crush. Maybe you’ll change your mind later on. I didn’t want to get hurt, but I’ve just been hurting you the whole time by being like this…”

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She looked at him. He looked at her. They just stared into each other’s eyes.

Neither of them knew how much time had passed when she finally let out a small laugh. Then she grabbed his face with both her hands and slowly pulled him towards her. She placed her lips on his and they kissed. Their first kiss. How long was she dreaming of this moment?

After a while, they pulled apart, and with their foreheads pressed against each other, they both let out a smile.

 

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4 Comments so far
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ah! this is so goooooood, thanks for sharing (:

Comment by andjani

Awww thank you! ^^
Glad you liked it~

Comment by xitsyou

Aww. . . Beautiful. You can write very well. Please continue. This is so much goodness and beauty. I loved the fact that she was the one who kissed him. Yay for Girl Power. Brilliant writing and the characters are intact. Just Wow-some!

Comment by Heartoppaya

Awww. Thank you so much! :’)
(sorry for the lateness in approving/replying the comment — I’m not very active on this blog lol)

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